Finally beat Dragon Age… Again. Trying to decide if I want to start the DA awakening or do some DLC…..
I finally have time to sit down and play my beloved Dragon Age!! It’s been way too long.
Just seem to be getting nothing but bad news lately. Making me super depressed.
I will be spending my weekend playing dragon age on Xbox… It’s addicting & I haven’t played since the summer. I shall surface again on Monday morning
Man, worked out TWO days in a row. I’m on fire! Ha time to get back in shape and find those abbbbs again!
Just did yoga for the first time today… It was brutal.
I want to do more with my life- but I don’t know how to start
I hate pimples. They are annoying, but I do enjoy popping them.
So, once again it is Christmas time. It doesn’t feel like it at all. Not only because of the weather, which I might add is in the high 70’s, but because I seemed to just not have any Christmas Spirit. Part of it might be because my family doesn’t do anything special. Last year we had sandwiches for Christmas…S.A.N.D.W.I.C.H.E.S!! I shouldn’t complain though right? At...
Beer is good- beer makes me happy- I’ve only had two beers and I want to dance along with music that is only in my head. Beeeeeer gooooood
So a few minutes ago I got the pleasure of once again cleaning my cat ,Weasleys, shit and piss. Of course to only make this better while I was bending down, my glasses gracefully slip off my face and land right in the litter. Wow. “Oh, you love the fragrance that my glasses are scented in. It’s called Car Crapè. It’s very affordable.”
Ups & downs
Haven’t written in a while- I guess because I’ve just started to tell my cat everything. He doesn’t seem to care though…. Or maybe that’s why he bites me all of the time. He’s trying to tell me to shut the hell up. Ha things are going a little better. Still isolating myself. I have two friends that I will actually hang out with sometimes… Even when we hang out I still feel lonely though. I hate...
I hate it when I feel the need to isolate myself from people. I don’t like feeling like this, but I don’t know how to stop it. I can’t talk to anybody about the way in feeling because I can’t open up. Sometimes I just want it all to be over. What’s the point of life anyways? Especially mine. I’ve gotten to the point where I just don’t want to care about...
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melissavcomedy: Been traveling a lot these days doing stand up for colleges. As much as I dreaded traveling alone and feeling the same anxieties that the road gives me, I have benefitted from this journey. Not only has my stand-up been improving but also the person I am. Everyone improves everyday, but I now see… Much Love to you!! <3
So, I've always been told I SUCK at talking about my feelings, sooo I am going to try this out. I've always been better at writing how I feel instead of having to be face to face. I mean come on...it's kind of awkward when you have somebody starring at you while you are trying to say something meaningful. Especially when you've been holding it in for a long time. Plus, if you cry you don't have to worry about anybody seeing what an ugly crier you are.
When I was younger I used to try to write in a journal, but I would get so paranoid about somebody finding it because it had deep and terrible secrets that I would end up ripping the pages into little bitty pieces. And now here I am typing on an internet blog for all to see...well unless I change this to private, but I don't have any followers anyways, so who the hell cares. This chick doesn't.
Anyways, I met a person last night who really inspired me to start this blogging stuff. She kind of talked a little bit about how she would get depressed sometimes, but it helped when she would write in her journal/blog. I hope she realizes how great of a person she is. She totally made me get a girl crush on her. ;) So if you are reading this, this is me saying thank you for making it better.
Okay, I must get to bed. I have to be up in 5 hours.
P.S I don't even know if I'm doing this right.. trial and error I guess!