So, I've always been told I SUCK at talking about my feelings, sooo I am going to try this out. I've always been better at writing how I feel instead of having to be face to face. I mean come on...it's kind of awkward when you have somebody starring at you while you are trying to say something meaningful. Especially when you've been holding it in for a long time. Plus, if you cry you don't have to worry about anybody seeing what an ugly crier you are.
When I was younger I used to try to write in a journal, but I would get so paranoid about somebody finding it because it had deep and terrible secrets that I would end up ripping the pages into little bitty pieces. And now here I am typing on an internet blog for all to see...well unless I change this to private, but I don't have any followers anyways, so who the hell cares. This chick doesn't.
Anyways, I met a person last night who really inspired me to start this blogging stuff. She kind of talked a little bit about how she would get depressed sometimes, but it helped when she would write in her journal/blog. I hope she realizes how great of a person she is. She totally made me get a girl crush on her. ;) So if you are reading this, this is me saying thank you for making it better. <3 I know I couldn't do that in person.
Okay, I must get to bed. I have to be up in 5 hours.
P.S I don't even know if I'm doing this right.. trial and error I guess!